Sam turned 17 yesterday.
I cried most of the day.
I am sad that the time went by so fast.
I am sad cause I am not sure he know the depth of my love.
I am sad because he doesn't speak and seems bothered by me most all of the time these days.
Last night he spoke at our elementary school regarding one of the school programs and the impact of his 6th grade teacher.
I had to turn my head because the tears were flowing.
What a kind, thoughtful kid.
I love him so so much and I can't wait until the day comes that we can be friends.